The Devil

Have you ever seen a horror movie where the devil takes place… maybe takes over someones body… uses there body to kill? have you ever thought, I'm glad that is just a movie…

Well i am here to tell you something… no to scare you, but to strengthen you…



He is real.

He wants you.

He hates you.

He desires to destroy you.

He wants your body.

Have you ever felt his presence?

I have.

But its good that the devil is real right?

Because if the devil is real… So is God.

The Moon

Why do we believe in the fact that we are the most dominant species… what if we are actually the bacteria to a human being, and all the pollution and crap is making him sick… what if the people that die, the ones with cancer, because he took some medicine to kill a certain bacteria and it killed them and we are trying to find the cure, but it is impossible to cure because our human is trying to heal its self. What if we were a small small part to a large large human. He must be getting old.

Who am I?

I am a competitor, I was breeded to be the best! I was conditioned to never lose, to never show emotion, to keep my chin up, and lip still during the toughest battles, in every fight I was taught to win, losing was never taught to me. You do things right and you beat the guy across from you.. Always. But I find joy in poems, and I love chick flicks, but I'll never tell someone that. I am what I was breeded to be, and I love it. but I have also developed some soft traits, maybe they will end up destroying me, but maybe they won't. My parents created me for two reasons, one to protect, and two to play ball like my dad. Those were my two jobs all growing up. That's who I was created to be. "If you tell a bird it's a chicken, it will believe it's a chicken."

Space camp

What burns in my bones?

Love

Love burns in my bones

Not often and not for just anyone

But for her, my bones burn

I feel it

I love it

When I see her, it can flip my whole day around

I am constantly thinkin, imagining, dreaming

I am lucky I feel it in my bones

Love makes my bones feel unbreakable

What is my dream?

To make it where the few have been with the girl of my dreams

You and me, forever!

Is it possible to live your own dream when your a grown up?

Some people give up early

I don't know why,

A dream is the fuel to your engine,  the question is, are you driving a bullet bike or a mo-ped?

Cheating

I haven't see you in a while and we started fighting when we saw each other. I didn't see that coming.. We have never been in a fight before. I am sorry. It is my fault. I didn't mean to start a fight. I know that cheating is close to your heart and I should have never told you that cheating was okay in anyway, even if it is just cheating on an assignment. Its wrong. In life, with the things I care about, I'd never cut a corner. In a relationship, on the field, with family, in the gym, i have never cut corners. I guess that is why i am who i am today. When I told you that everyone does it and its fine. That's when it hit me. Since when have I ever followed the crowd?  When have i ever gave into, that's just the way it is mindset? NEVER. I never have. When everyone got together to work out after school thinking that it would make them the best, I was in the gym before school, after school, and before bed. When My sister left, everyone would have understood if i was weak and give up as well. I didn't. I went through tough times but in the end i always am that example for my siblings. Where would i be if i didn't cheat on the little things i don't care about? If i didn't just get the answers from a neighbor? If I put in the work like I actually cared about it? I would be a heck of a lot better. I am not perfect. I am far from it. This is just one reason that you deserve more than me. I am weak in this part of my life because i have just always done it. When you said that cheating on simple things can lead to you cheating on bigger things. I knew that came from your heart. I know that your dad screwed up and that you have seen through all the little things, cheating and lying become bigger and bigger. I know you know i would never cheat on you or on my family. I wish I was good enough to prove to you that i was that good in school. I struggle. Its one of my awful weaknesses. But you were right and I will try and do my best to pay the consequences for not being prepared to class. I need it. And as much as it might suck, it will probably teach me a lesson. You know that you mean everything to me. You know i would do anything for you. When you agreed with your sister that you could definitely break up with me over this, that scared me. I am a little sad that you would say that. That hurt. I am hoping you don't feel that way. When you told me that this is something that you don't like about me today, it hurt. But i want to correct that. I know its impossible to be perfect, but i want to be perfect for you. I am sorry for today and I hope you can forgive me. I hope you know that I love you.

The Spirit 32,000 ft above the ground

32,000 feet above the ground, above the clouds, above a bunch of states, sits a man. I don't even know his name. He is 26 years old, and a pilot for the government. I am not sure why his path crossed mine, but as we talked, I grew a love for this man, and I was able to share my beliefs with him. As he sipped some of his beer, we talked, he asked, I taught, he learned. It was really nerve wrecking to talk to this 6'6 wall of a man that I have never met before. It really quizzed my knowledge of what I believe. After he told me that he was Catholic, I realized I have no idea what they believe in. So i asked him what they believe in. As he tried to explain, he couldn't. He didn't know what he really believed in. I was able to teach this guy about the restoration. He was pretty curious and asked questions about The Church and The Gospel. We had a lot of time and he was interested, so I taught him about the Plan of Salvation. It was a really nerve wrecking experience. I don't know why, I will be doing this for 2 years. I shouldn't be nervous doing it in English, when I know I have to do it in another language. As my brother next to me woke up, I brought him into this conversation, and my brother taught him the third lesson, faith, repentance, baptism, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost, and enduring to the end. As a 19 year old kid, I was able to testify to a man that there is a life after this and that his father in heaven loves him and wants a personal relationship with him, and that reciting a prayer doesn't connect you in with The Father. For some reason I felt peace, and My heart felt for his family and his baby daughter. I want him to feel Gods love and be with his family forever. Crazy experience.

Death

Heroes get remembered but legends never die! -Babe Ruth 

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Young Love

All of Me

Preacher

Fears

Why should we fear?

No bird has flown higher than a man.
No animal has moved faster than a man.
No fish has dived further than a man.
Humans are not a prey to a predator.
We are Predators.
We are at the top of the food chain.
Nothing on earth can defeat us.

Humans are like diamonds
The Hardest substance in the world.
Nothing can break or scratch a diamond
except a diamond.

50%  Male
50%  Female

The Upper Class is considers Male.


Weakest ages 1-18
Strongest Ages 19-40
Weak 41-80

I am a 19 year old, human, male.
I am the biggest, shiniest diamond.
I am at the very top of the food chain.
Nothing can destroy me.


And that's what scares me.

My way of thinking

Cumulative GPA: 2.9
ACT:16
Honor Classes: 0
AP classes: 0
Have a Job? No

Looking at my Stats, I was asked "how are you going to go anywhere in life?"

"I may not be smart, but I am Brilliant" I said

Bricks

Bricks are a foundation which great things are built with and built upon. Something that I build with is My brother! He is my biggest fan. He hasn't been here for the last two years but every week i got something encouraging and supporting me in all that i try and do. I love it. He is now home and getting married. He is my brick that I use as an example. My brother is always there for me. He is someone who loves and cares and leads. No one in the world is like him. He is my Leader and Protector, I will follow that example.